Stomach is all in knots tonight. Can't sleep. Not sure why. I suppose I'm feeling nostalgic. Missing the past. Missing people who've left my life. Pets too. I just have this empty feeling in the pit of my stomach. I feel lonely. I feel so pathetic sometimes. I know my sensitivity and compassion and resistance to masculinity is ultimately a positive and a good thing about me, but I still feel overly sensitive. I wish I was with someone tonight. Or had Nacho with me. Or a cute cuddly pibble full of personality or I dunnoh. I guess I need a better distraction than TV that reminds me of people I've lost or things I liked from life in the past despite the stuff I hated at the time.