I usually consider myself someone who at least tries really hard to be patient. I think impatience is big source of tension and conflict for a lot of people and I've dealt with abusive behavior from someone who could use more patience. I like to think for the most part I succeed. Even I have my limits, though. The last couple of days have been a test of that. I'm trying really hard to employ empathy and understanding and I'm trying not to be too sensitive when dealing with grumpy or dismissive behavior. I'm trying to not be selfish or hurtful and trying to appreciate what has been done for me. Sometimes it feels like it's all for nothing, though. My feelings do get hurt. And people can do incredibly nice and thoughtful things and then turn around and be completely selfish and rude.