Feeling naseus with worry. My brain wants to do more with my life and my body won't let me. I find it hard, especially when everything is so polarized to maintain friendships. Seems like the quickest way to lose friends is to share your opinion on a hot button issue on Facebook. But I don't really enjoy hanging out with people. Especially not in groups. But I need it. I crave social interaction. I'm just so terrible at it. I know I have Jen but I just feel so incredibly lonely these days. I sleep all day, struggle to sleep at night, spend my waking time mostly sitting in bed doing fuck all.